I look like an extremely professional fashionable woman in an Abaya. It probably took me AGES to look this professional right?
WRONG. I’m actually wearing my onesie underneath it and you will NEVER KNOW MWAHAHAHA
Wanna know another secret? Even though i LOOK like I’m paying attention to whatever nonsense you are saying…..
I AM ACTUALLY WEARING HEADPHONES AND LISTENING TO MUSIC
THIS IS TO MUCH POWER FOR ONE PERSON TO HAVE
Got an appointment with a psychiatrist for this coming Monday!! Thank God!! I can’t take much more of this anxiety. I ended up failing my performance based exam (where I work with standardized patients) 95% because I was shaking too much and couldn’t think clearly because I was trying hard to continue breathing. Thankfully I’ll get to take it over. I have some medicine to keep me calm temporarily until I can be put on a long term SSRI (on MONDAY! WOOO!)
I just need to accept that I’ll be on these meds for my life. I’m NOT going to jeopardize my patients if I have a way to control my mood. And it’s better in the long run.
Because anxiety sucks. Especially because I know my body’s reaction to stress is not normal and while I can mentally calm myself down, my physical reaction is incapacitating at times.
do you ever sit there and wonder what life must be like for people without anxiety
like they just
without worrying about them first
Anxiety is an excuse
I hope you walk barefoot on a world of legos for the rest of your life
The first time Tony Stark had an anxiety attack he thought he had been poisoned.
think about that
Because clearly people just want to be stuck on the ground hyperventilating til their vision goes white so they can have an excuse to get out of something. Trust me. Most people wouldn’t want this.